I read the full Nashville Shooter manifesto. Audrey Hale was an autistic lesbian who convinced herself she was trans.
I read the full Nashville Shooter manifesto. Audrey Hale was an autistic lesbian who convinced herself she was trans.
Here are the key sections of the manifesto, and a full PDF download.
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The full manifesto of the Nashville shooter Audrey Hale was released today. I read it so you don’t have to.
Here’s my TLDR topline analysis:
Audrey was a lesbian with autism who became fixated on gender and convinced herself that she liked girls because she was really a boy.
Autistic kids are often most susceptible to gender ideology and are actively told that they are trans and queer when they're really just gay.
She blames her parents for affirming her identity as a boy and was very depressed and angry at not being able to find people to love her or girls to have sex with. She convinced herself that if she just had a penis, things would be different.
She felt ignored by the world and so she wanted to die in a way she could not be ignored.
Here’s key parts of the manifesto:
The Nashville Shooter Audrey Hale's manifesto talked about wanting to fuck black girls in the ass:
"If I had a penis, it be big + rock hard. Too bad I am a sad boy born w/a puny vagina."
“I will be of no use of love for any girl if I don’t have what they need: Boy’s body / male gender”
"Major blow to girls; I am a boy that has no penis"
She did identify as queer - queer is a far-left political ideology.
"And I hate society b/c society ignores to see me. I'm queer; I am meant to die"
"So now in America, it makes one a criminal to have a gun, or be transgender, or non-binary"
She specifically mentions radical politics, which means far-left politics:
"Soon this goddamned country will turn out no fun like England or Europe. No guns, no gender rights, no freedom of speech or pursuing of radical ideas, no mischief. You can't even carry a knife in English. Fucking pussies"
"So now, b/c of you, I wish death on myself cause of the pure hatred of my female gender, with no rights, anyone's country is a shitty dictatorship."
“I was called woman, lady, and ma'am all in the same day. I hate EVERYTHING about my gender. EVERYTHING HURTS.”
"male brain = my autism?
I was actually identified as a male today and it felt right but embarrest of my female body. I SHOULD NOT BE IN THIS BODY!!!"
"The guy who runs the comic shop is cool and he has friendly customer service skills. He really knows his stuff and treats all the guys fairly. I like being called bud, bro, and man. It just is directed 100% accurate to who I am as a guy inside. If only all other men + boys could see me that way; that my body doesn't make me a female."
...
"The body in me exists only to me. I'm just damn tired of being called + identified by a gender. I am not AT ALL."
"The caccoon of my old self will die when I leave my body behind and the boy in me will be free in my butterfly transformation, the real me.
If God won't give me a boy body in heaven, then Jesus is a faggot."
"I need a trans doctor...this female gender role makes me want to not exist...to be completely gone in [physical form...off the face of the earth. DIE."
"My therapist now is the best I could get 4 help. My autism."
"My Imaginary Penis My penis exits in my head, I swear to God I am a male. I think about sexual fantasies like how if my dick was real I'd fuck that girl I love in the ass. I want to know what that's like, but I never will because I was damned to be born this way. I swear to fuck I hate it, so goddamned [something] it's a fucking curse."
“The torture of being raised a girl and actually believed I just had to deal with it and tried to be feminine. But that didn't last long after high school ended + no longer I had to fear being called a dyke or a faggot. It was only until my early 20s that I finally found the answer. That changing one's gender is possible. But no fucking no, not w/my mother. What she believes, how she grew up conservatively, and that LGBTQ - especially transgender, was an enigma, nearly non-existance. I may have told her once that I wish I was a boy when she made me put a shirt back on as a kid and say 'you're a girl, that's how you were born' or some kind of bullshit like that. It made me mad because being a boy when I was a kid was when I felt most myself. A bore flat chest made me free. Puberty imprisoned me and so does my mind. Pubert = life sentence.“
"Parents like them who think of themselves first, and their preferences of conservative religion say shit makes them believe that the child they're given should stay that way. Even if transgender treatment was discovered and tested during my time, I know how the situation would have turned out. My mother would have not payed a cent. Children who were able to successful take puberty blockers and never enter a torchured puberty, those little faggots don't know how good they fucking have it."
"I'd kill to have had those resources. 2007 was the birth of puberty blockers, and a newfound discovery for treatment of non-conforming transgender children. 2007 was when I was in the 6th grade. Puberty already hit me. The only reason I could conclude why it didn't bother me too much is that my boobs were small. I thought they'd stay that way forever. My autistic brain...change in body fucked me over now, even if my boobs are small, small for the most part".
"Toy Sex (My Imaginary Penis)
I can pretend to be them + do the things boys do experience with their dicks. My boy self as Tony - my stuffed boy doll is like the boy I am in another form. I constructed for him a penis, then got out my girl doll named Ashley (who is Tony's life long boyfriend) to have sex with Tony. Ashley was represented as any dream girl I wished to have in real life, and tony is me; having those intimate relationships with a beautiful girl. Tony is a boy; inside and out. Ashely is a girl inside and out. Two straight lovers who are in full nature of themselves by awareness. I let Tony fuck Ashley in the ass and stuffed Tony's big penis in aggressively into her asshold. It took several attempts for Tony to put his dick into her vigina because he has a big dick (and was even bigger since he had an erection) finally went in and ashley cried and moaned for a good ten minutes. Tony humped slow and [something] from vaginal sex. In butt sex, he humped speedly and hard, tony grunting w/all his strength. Then after I fucked Ashley for a good ten minutes (Tony is me) then I let her suck his dick and touch his erected penis. After that they wrapped each other in their arms and legs as sloth hugging a tree. After love they made gracefully sat side by side holding hands and surrounded by the scattering of their clothes. I took pictures of their sex positions. My penis was hard for hours. Rock hard as a flintstone, hours making cloth penises for my boys beans only to realize I missed the gym they closed at 7.”
"Life of a virgin fag...
No sex in real life
No love in life
Resort to cartoon porn
Or let my stuffed animals fuck"
"Just AE Not Audrey Elizabeth
I don't like that name
Never did, never will I want my massacre to end in a way that
Eric + Dylan would be proud of"
DEATH DAY
Today is the day
The day has finally come!
I can't believe its here.
Don't know how I was able to get this far, but here I am.
I'm a little nervous, but excited too, been excited for the past 2 weeks.
There were several times I could have been caught, especially in the summer of 2021. None of that matters now. I'm almost an hour + 7 minutes away.
Can't believe I'm doing this, but I'm ready.
I hope my victims aren't.
My only fear is if anything goes wrong, I'll do my best to prevent [something] of the sort. God let my wrath take over my anxiety. It might be 10 minutes tops. It might be 3-7. It's gunna go quick. I hope I have a high death count.
Ready to die haha.”
Last page:
“Remember me
for the good things...
Audrey”
The most interesting part of Audrey Hale's manifesto to me is that, after pages and pages of calling her self different names and saying she was a boy, on the very last page she signs off using her female name: Audrey. That's how we know that she didn't REALLY see herself as a boy, or she would have signed off using a boy's name.
Read the full manifesto here:
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Thank you for the analysis. We'd probably not get a decent analysis anywhere else.
This poor girl is the epitome of deranged, and apparently unable to see/find someone who could help her. Her mental illness is beyond obvious. It's also obvious why the leftists suppressed her manifesto for so long....She was SUPPOSED to be a "right-wing nutjob", but was just a tragic case of mental illness and autism. Sad. Thanks, Karlyn. I've been wondering about this manifesto for quite a while.